How Satan Becomes The Name
~Warning--This post is not for everyone, read it at your own risk!~
Standing in my house at midnight, Satan loudly commanded me to listen to what he had to say. I was not in the mood, and I detested the sentence "You're going to listen to me, whether you like it or not..." Not, man, not...Shoo...get the "effing" out of my house!
Excuse me, but who the hell are you to say that to me? Who do you think you are? What rights do you have to even begin to show off your power with me? You were in my house, jerk! Do you realize that I can call the police on you?
Ah, it took me back to many years of hearing that sentence. It never seems old to Satan! I heard him using that sentence on my children, but hell, I'm not his child!
Before leaving, Satan said that he will take my a$$ to court for not delivering the kid to him at 6:00 as were agreed. He pointed his finger at me, swung it back and forth, made sure I understood it is a REAL THREAT, and his pointing finger was a sight of disrespect. Yah...paint me an uglier image why don't you?
I told him I'm not scare, and don't get me started on the 6:00 o'clock thing!
Now, what do you think? Could this be the act of a grown man? Could this be an act of a mature man?
While I didn't say anything to anyone about what happened in my home last night, Satan got so mad and went rampage!
I'm having a freaking chill and fever for the last two days, plus a cough that tighten every muscle that I have in my body. I can barely process what was going on, or how it all became my fault that the child, 11 year-old, decided not to go with him every other weekend anymore.
Now you have it...the name Satan!
You know what; there will be more experiences like this with Satan! I didn't ask for it, but I got it! Everything is my fault! I put my child up to it according to Satan! Well now, how hard is it not to pin all the bad things on me?
Hey Satan, if this post happens to find you, can you finally understand why I can't even hold a small talk with you?




I'm so sorry this happened to you, my dear friend.
ReplyDeleteI can't comprehend what you must be feeling right now, especially because you're very well.
The child has made up his mind. You can't force him into this because it will make him sad.
All I can offer is my prayers.
Be well.
Wow! Satan is back? Hopefully Satan has long been gone and this is just a flash back. Wear a huge blessed cross next time. Think it would help? Do you know what Satan despise most? - do that. :-)
ReplyDeleteAnne,
ReplyDeleteI need comfort, and you're it!
SelfSagcity,
Satan despises me! I'm already wearing ME, no escape..It's all in the control..
Icy, a man is a product of his environment, and we know his was one of self indulgence and now all the sudden the spoiled brat in a man's body cannot get his way. He is not used to that. Can you imagine living in a world where everything revolves around you and all the sudden waking up to reality? Woe on the person who woke the spoiled brat up. :-)
ReplyDeleteGod bless you, Icy. You are only looking out for your child. He cannot relate to anyone looking out for anyone but himself. Will he ever grow up? Guess what, it's not your job to raise him but to raise Joey and you are doing a darned good job. To heck with him. Your child will grow up to be a responsible and giving young man. It may be already too late for your ex.
Sorry to hear about your encounter with Satan Icy. Satan is everywhere, prayer and silence is the best defense!
ReplyDeleteHugs,
AL
I am so sorry Icy, no one should have to go through something like this. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteJudy
I am so sorry that you have to endure this either. I agree that you are only trying to look out for your child and you have every right to do it. I hope things do get better for you and your children.
ReplyDeleteIcy, I am so sorry you are going through all of this. Controlling people can be very dangerous. I really hope you can find a way out of this situation. All you can do is stand up for yourself and your child. When he knows that you are not afraid and will stand up to him, he will back off. Also know, that we are all here for you. Hugs to you my friend.
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