May God Have Mercy!
I am in a jammed right now, in real life, so my being is scattered with thoughts and worries! The days and nights are very confusing. I pray a lot! I howler a lot! Yeah well, nothing helps to ease my heavy mind.
How to get out of this trouble? What to do? How to do it? These are the questions that occupy my being. I can't sleep! I can't eat! My stomach is in knots! The weather is freezing, and icy! Therefore, my mobility is very limited also!
Darn it! I need a break! I need to have an easier life to deal with! Too many things hit every since I was born! But I didn't curse my life. I just work with whatever God gives me. I only wish and dream and accept. This time though, I'm losing my spirit and the will to fight!
How to get out of this trouble? What to do? How to do it? These are the questions that occupy my being. I can't sleep! I can't eat! My stomach is in knots! The weather is freezing, and icy! Therefore, my mobility is very limited also!
Darn it! I need a break! I need to have an easier life to deal with! Too many things hit every since I was born! But I didn't curse my life. I just work with whatever God gives me. I only wish and dream and accept. This time though, I'm losing my spirit and the will to fight!
4 comments:
Tell me about it lol. I am in the same boat. So glad I fond your other blogs now..You have so much talent!
Dear Icy please don't feel too low, you are too highly thought of and i'd miss you I know! XX
& btw...I have a stone heart just like the one in your piccy...I found it down on the beach a while back when I was walking along pondering 'Life' and its arbitrariness. I carry it about with me everywhere.
Jenai,
Thanks for finding me! It's wonderful to know that I'm not alone...
Geri,
That heart was on my driveway, by the back door after the snow melt, last year! It's just water, isn't it something?
It certainly is amazing
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